over
Couldn’t be what he wanted me to be
tried so hard to make it work & be happy
i pushed him away (on accident of course)
my insecurities got in the way everyday
- finally figured it out,
why i had all the doubt
he never wanted me around
whenever he was vacation bound
family time, he said that’s what it was
but when you date someone for two years
she should already be apart of your family cause’
now the girl’s hurt and the break up is near
nothing left to spare
he should of known; the love was all there
should have opened his eyes
to the girl who loved & gave her heart to him
if only he realized
- everything is dark and the lights are dim
two years down the drain
what a shame
who to blame?
it takes two to make it happen
that wasn’t the case
he stopped along the way & then
broken heart; what a disgrace
-time to move on
confidence in one hand, faith in the other
everything is foregone
no-one left to smother
——
now i feel great
knowing that what i did wasn’t a mistake
i hope nothing but the best for him
nothing terrible, nothing bad, nothing grim
he deserves the best
cause god knows i was blessed
unlike him, i know what i want
a mature man with emotion; not nonchalant
i know what i deserve
i have a confidence now that i gotta preserve
i walk with my head held high
smile on my face, no time to sigh
- ready for a new beginning
no more head spinning
time heals all
no way will i fall
- after it all, he’s gotta agree
he walked away from something who loved him — ME
i guess he wants better
apparently i’m a B and he wants a better letter
maybe an A, oh well i can’t complain
i’m only 20 with ass and a brain
got a whole life to live
and so much to give
to someone else who wants me
he’ll be my number 1; i guarantee
can’t wait for the NEW ME.
